Lent, Day 11.

11:00: I never fucking get to sleep in. I am so happy that I get out of bed with no problem.

11:04: I don't feel like making food so I open the Cheeseystix box and eat the last stick. Pretty gross since it's been sitting there for 12 hours but it's just cheesey bread, whatever.

11:06: I hear water dripping and realize it's raining outside. I know Paige and Ally had planned on going to the baseball game, but I suppose that's a no-go now. I decide to spend this rainy day tidying up the house and re-decorating my room. If we're staying here a whole 'nother year, I want to fix up my room a bit.

11:15: I spend time taking down pictures and posters that don't match my room (everything is white, black and lime green. Pretty calming environment actually).

1:00: I get in the shower and sing to Club Cutz, which is this 90s techno CD my dad would always play when I was younger. Oldies but goodies.

2:00: I have a coffee and a PBJ. Am I 30 or am I 10? I really need to make up my mind.

4:30: Paige wakes up from her after-school nap and Kim comes over to take a little study break. We talk about periods and pimples. Awesome. Sometimes I really hate being a girl.

5:00: Paige and I leave and visit Ally at work. AJ is there getting a smoothie and informs us a kid we go to school with went crazy and was dropped off at the insane asylum by his roommates. They found coke and X in his system, and he had been carrying a knife everywhere with him. Literally, sleeping with it, showering with it, and they think he killed his dog. What the fuck! I've talked to him... several times! He seemed normal... I guess you never really know someone, huh?

5:15: WalMart, home of the classiest, cleanest, most polite people in America! Also, my voice is really fucked up and I can't say anything in a high octave and when I laugh I squeak. Losing my voice?

6:00: The lady at the self-checkout stand was such a fucking nosy cunt bitch. YES I scanned my paper towels. YES we got the milk. Holy fucking shit, get your head out of your encrusted asshole and approve me to not bag my item. I don't need to be babysat. Especially at fucking WalMart. The people next to me with the pink booty shorts and the tramp stamp and the baby need to be watched much more than I do.

6:30: Gymmmm. Paige gave up a few things for lent, but the only thing she's really stuck with is going to the gym every day. She has this theory that she must kill herself each time she goes, because there's no point of getting all dressed and going there, then half-assing it. I agree. What I'm getting at is that I really like working out with her now because since she stays longer I am forced to stay longer and do more cardio and abs.

7:30: Leftover spaghetti squash with parmesan and leftover cheese pizza. Odd, but so good.

8:30: I change, reapply make-up and start putting up my new picture decor in my room. It's a work in progress but it's going to be way fucking better than the other shit wall, considering sticky-tac and heat don't mix well, and all of the shit was curling / falling off the wall.

9:15: Kim and Dre swing by to pick me up for James' birthday party.

9:30: James is already very drunk, as is Bonus. I called Bonus to inform him that we were there and he answers the phone by saying, "HOLD ON I'M SINGING -- hasjai iiiii hakjsdhhiii agggggrhrhhoaaaaa!" This literally went on for three minutes, so I just hung up and went inside because I was cold and I wanted to start drinking and taking pictures. I brought my SLR with me because I never take pictures anymore and what's better to take pictures of than friends and a birthday party? Well, a lot of things, but I just wanted an excuse to use it.

10:30: By this point I'm at a perfect buzz and I'm talking to everyone in the room. I am a social fucking butterfly when I drink, and I don't know where the confidence or interest comes from, because sober I would know that half the people I talked to are people I can't deal with in everyday life.

11:30: James' shirt is off. I tell some girl I see her in the gym every day and I want to know how she's so skinny. She tells me Cheez-Its and Ice Cream are her secret, and she's not joking. I REALLY want to be her now.

12:00: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES WOOOOOO YAYYYY BIRTHDAYYYY!

12:30: Jenny, JP, Meghan, her two friends, Jess, Alix, Danielle, Brittany, Ali, Chris, Jerry and Jim all come back to Meghan's place to chill - James' was filled with people we didn't know and they were all far more drunk than us.

12:55: Jess, Alix, Brittany, Danielle, Ali, Chris, Jerry and Jim all leave to go home.

1:30: Jenny and JP drop me off at home before they go to Taco Bell. Overall, fun night! Will upload pictures tomorrow.